...sulit...

jadi orang sabar mmng sulit...
stlh gw pikir2 kmrn2 knapa gw ga dapetin pekerjaan impian gue...mungkin di sana gue ga akan bisa menyesuaikan diri,, atau kehidupan di sana jauh lebih keras dibandingkan di sini..
kejadian2 lain yg intinya ttg org2 yg ngomongin gue,, udh ga gue anggap..
gue blajar ga peduli..dgn bgitu mrngurangi sakit ati..
dulu2 klo udh kayak gini bawaanny pgn curhat sama x-"best friend" tapi berhubung satu dan lain hal,, gw males aja..
tapi itu juga pelajaran: gue bisa kok tabah tanpa hrs curhat dan mndapat wejangan dri dia...

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...no one...

..no one helped me on that fuckin day...
Not even my mother....
I faced all the bull shit alone...

Is it my fault or mistake or SIN??? If i haven't gotten married yet????

FUCK U ALL..all of u can't even maintain ur own family...

How dare u asked me when will i get married?? Fuck!

That's why i hate this stupid family gathering thing (esp Bataknese)...fuck, i was born as a bataknese..fuck, fuck, fuck...

I have this simple dream: i'll get married with non batak and non christian (a lot of them are just fucking hypocrite)..

I hate u, God....should I leave U????

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bergosip

BERGOSIP
mungkin itu adalah HOBI utama org2 di instansi sialan ini..
ga pernah kepikiran yah, kalo orang yang kalian gosipkan akhirnya tau kalo digosipkan..ckckckck

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:)

gw udh membaik...kmrn2 mmng gw sempat berpikir apa gw bakalan gila...
bawaanny pgn marah trs..hahahaha
tapi hri ini sdh sedikit lbh baik...

hari ini dia ulang tahun..well, gw bkn2 siapa2 dia,, kmungkinan besar dia juga udh lupa sama gue..
yah,, smoga dia mendapatkan yg terbaik dalam hidupnya..pengen sih ngeliat dia lagi (ketemu scr ga sengaja) meski dri jauh..tpi gw blm beruntung :')

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